Several other siblings living close declined to take him in. I have been told by his daughter that its effected me the worst out of all his Siblings. I just listened to some Pink Floyd and one of the songs made me think deeply about my father, but he has been gone a long time now. Always preaches never give up on your dreams no matter how hard it gets my anxiety is through the roof, I cant eat or sleep Im constantly scared have images of him there doing it alone I feel like Im falling apart inside Im so broken. My brother shot himself in the head five weeks ago on May 21st, when I was at our house with my boyfriend, his best friend of nine years. WebSchizophrenia Stole My Brother. Frankie I love you. Hi my brother took his life by hanging on 1/1/17, he was 41, twelve years younger than me. But Im sure as being not just your brother but also best friend he knows how much you loved him and is smiling at you because now his pains have disappeared and hes all healthy now and at peace. I cant imagine ever being normal again. He has suffered from schizophrenia for the last three years. Very successful in his life, always preaching about wanting more. Catherine Etter. Now we have to be reminded constantly of the court process that my brother is going through. Give us your scariest story in two sentences (or less)! "As Tim grew more aware of where he was, of what he had done, he grew terrified of how people saw him," Vince writes. Soon, he was spending most of his time roaming Anchorage, and started having regular run-ins with the law. We wanted to go looking for arrowheads. My cousin who has Sz too shot himself and died. It has been one month since my brother passed away with only 28 years of life. Your brother is actively seeking help and stating the problems and hes still ignored by the people that are supposed to be helping us! He would never tell us what was going on in his head. He was off and on medications, some that would help, and some that would make things terribly worse. Its really really hard everyday. I have a brother who is 56 and has had schizophrenia for 34 years. TW Maybe idk. I believe I was in shock for the first 2 months and at night just couldnt get the thought of it out of mind. From your posts, it sounds like you are getting help. This is a really scary story. We had a fall out a few weeks after we buried mum. My brother was living his life like normal with my father dead on the floor for a couple days. He had a huge gun collection(he was a hunter and collected). If I only knew he was diagnosed I could maybe have got the guns out of the house? He disappeared from our lives almost 40 years ago, when he was diagnosed with She didnt write a good bye but her journals gave us a peek into her life of pain. I pray every single day that God will somehow reach him and I dont want to lose faith. I feel like people outside of this have no clue what happens and Id like to start to bring some awareness to it all. He was my brother.